life sucks and then you die

theres no geting around it

people will fuck u over

get used to it

sure theres good in the world

but u will allways get stabbed in the back

so

live it

learn it

get over it

well its less than a week before christmas .

and i aint done any shoping

but thats not the point

im leavein in about 2o min's

and i aint gonna be back online till xmas eve

so leave me a message

or somthing

~peace out~

"MeRrY fUcKiN cHrIsTmAs To YoU"

so its been an entire month to the day since i last updated this

i don't know y i check it all the time

i just never really feel like putting new things in it

so what has happened in the last month

well lets see

i am completely in love with the most wonderful women in the world

this Friday will be our 8 month

and i really mean that

its not one of those

"well we broke up but then got back together and forgot it happened "

nope we have been together for the whole 8 months

gosh i love her

aside from that

im almost done with classes

just this week and next week

and then im done for the semester

cuz i don't think i have any finals but im not too sure about that

so that will be nice

i will get to sleep in again

sweetness

but aside from the stress from all the work i got to do for skool

i am amazing

speaking of work

I NEED A JOB!!!!

if anyone knows where i can get one

PLZ LET ME KNOW

so yea

that's pretty much all i can think of right now to say

i need to go to bed cuz i have to get up early for class

~peace out~

"Oh My ShIt, I hAvE a SySt!!!!!"

its been almost 2 months and u still haven't even admitted that u have done anything wrong

you put words in my mouth and make it seem like everyone else is ganging up on u

sometimes ur not always the victim and when u are its with just cause

i have not changed all i did was learn to speak how i feel

 and u hold that against me

how dare u

i have said time after time what was wrong and u still play it off like im just being pissy

u play it off like u didn't do a thing

if u look at what has happened

u would see

this all started when i saw that u had changed

and i was not the only one that saw it

u don't know who i am anymore

I DON'T KNOW YOU

until now i always thought u were the smarter one

but now i see that u are too blind to admit that u might be at fault for something

all i tried to do was to fix what was broken

i told u what i didn't like and u totally disregarded it

like u didn't even care

did u understand a thing i said

or were u too caught up playing the victim to notice that u had screwed something up

 think u seriously need to think about the things u have done

u abandoned a friend

and then said that u tried and tried

u never had to try before

u knew what to do

u knew until u chose to forget

and now u accuse me of being a shadow

a simple outline of what i once was

well im still here

im still me

im always gonna be here

but until u realize what u have done

u will never find ur way back

have a wonderful day